And I finally admitted it.
I called my PCP and got my meltdown out of the way. I left with a script for an SSRI.
I started it this week...hopefully it will help. I was talking to one of my favorite L&D nurses and evidently there had been a betting pool on how long it would take me to admit that I'm really stressed. Thanks guys!
On the upside, when I lay on my back all day, my knee doesn't hurt. ;) I'm on call again this weekend and hosting turkey day...how much do you want to bet that I end up needing to leave my own party?